the past few days have been errmmm quite eventful.. haha...

on thurs, i went straight home after school cause my cousin is waiting for me at home to help him in his art project which require one to decorate a mask ^.^ he super last minute do the art piece la.. haha but i don't mind helping out cause i really got time to spare since it's the first week of school whereby i don't have any tutorials or lab ( heng) we spent a lot of time doing the mask till it's nearly midnight which he got to rush home before there is midnight charges for taxi!! ( why there is so many additional charges but no additional charges to the time wasted for queueing up!?) poor cousin, got to stay up the entire night to put up finishing touches but in the end the mask turn out to be gorgeous:)haha... i really miss doing art (sob) sigh how come ntu don't have such art elective like my cousin in poly??? i will be the first one to join :) i tried to pick up my drawing pencil again but somehow i can't T.T

the fruit of our labor

on fri my siblings me and my cousin went back to malaysia on spur of the moment:) haha.. spent national day in malaysia which i slept nearly the entire day away!!! so pig!!! haha.. but feel very refreshing:) anyway catch up with the cousin who jus return from taiwan:) miss him but somehow i feel that he is much happier in taiwan rather than at home sigh. wonder will he migrate to taiwan in future (sob sob)? since young the 4 of us(me my sis n my 2 cousin) been together and never part for more than one year but now we like drifting apart... sigh...

on mon is a timetable day!!! i have to allocate time slots for people to man the windsurfing booth which is a damn hard job !!actually in the first place if i never talk to my president for bio textbooks on msn. i won't land on this situation. on msn, i causually asked if he hand over his position already in which he replied no. Then, i went off shooting my big mouth saying that my position got nothing much to do which prompt him to ask me whether i want to help out for the cca barzar. the conversation goes like that:

me: errr, i dont' know up to u la

Gerald( president): how can up to me? u will be the one doing it so u decide la

me:... i don't wan

the next thing i know, he sent his timetable to me!! ME STUCK in the time slot allocation!! sigh.. what is worse is that after sending out the schedule plus indicating that if they can't make it for a particular slot they can try to call up the next available person to fill in for them and i even made a table for the next available person BUT 2 people who CMI(cannot make it) sms me and i had to find replacement :S

today i am super duper late for school which is not the first time le but the first lesson for today is lab and i don't want to miss out the briefing :S but as the saying goes: habits die hard, i am still late la but to make it worse is that the bus service for today is either lagging or there is a lot of other people like me who is late la. the quene for 179A (direct bus to NTU without stops along the way)is super long. how long? ok the boon lay bus interchange is like a `C' shape so the alighting stop is on one end and the boarding for 179A is on the other and guess wat today there is world record for queueing up for bus, the queue stretched to the alighting section!!! OMG 0.o if i queue for 179A i tink i will reach the class 30/45 minutes late but luckily i board 179 ( with stops along the way to NTU) so i am 20 minutes late only-_- to my relief, the lab lesson haven't started yet cause the prof is still trying to figure out how to use the `upgraded' microphone plus the class was delayed as the computer lab we used today is new wan and the door was locked even when class started le -_-

after lab, went to eat and chat for a while with my friends. learn a few interesting facts from joan and jenric who went for hathor(school orientation) dinner on fri. one of the people who went for the dinner is a senior who went for korea for exchange. turn out that the ppl there quite violet. my senior saw this lady trying to cut queue then the guy who was in the queue just slapped her ! He also went on this train ride which was full of farmers and the old ladies just sit on guys' lap and they even swapped places!!OMG.. haha.. plus an old lady molested him on the butt!! oh my -_- turn out that korean ppl very liberated! in the bathroom of hot spring they just change outside and walk around naked to the springs...hmmmm...ya... then fiona jenric and joan went on saying that they will never dare to go naked for the hot springs, they will jus wear swimsuits.. hendra was also there but he tried out on his jap trip.. his take is that it's scary at first but once u try i u will get the hang of it. there i was sitting with this interested look, next thing i know is that they say i will definitely go try the hot springs to see guys.. which i denied.. haha.. but i said if i got the chance i will try to go in naked ! haha... will be fun!!!

after that we part, me going to cca barzar to man booth from 12 to 5 -_- but the bright side is that angeline's booth ( divers) is beside windsurf booth and that jiaying and yvette booth (lifeguard) is one booth away ^.^ spend half the time running to lifeguard and divers booth to disturb them. haha.. actually me and angeline are planning to take lifeguard course. the course cost 200 which is cheaper than outside rate but is the training dates that throw me in a dilemma !! the training takes place thrice a week !! and i am halless so i don't know whether i really can cope with my studies!! sigh... headache.. plus i wan to join archery fencing and wakeboarding which look very interesting...sigh.. another headache is that gerald ask me to be secretary for the new committee as there is no one else but I don't know! urgh!!! btw did some surfing on web and came across bryan wong's blog or i think it is.. haha...interesting

is there an answer booklet for all my doubts? insurance for my fears? i learn that i have to be optimistic instead of waiting for the worst but being optisimistic does it mean having hope?but i am afraid to hope again.