sometimes i wish people will just see my perspective and not push theirs onto me cause I freaking pissed off by it though underlying is hurt. still.... i'm pissed .. sigh i going to ignore the person for the time being though is quite bad. URGH!

caught holmes with yh n ss after sun's training =) though the people for dinner after training is thinning =( the movie is quite nice =) today i wanted to watch avatar 3d with my siblings cause is like everyone have watched it and I feel that I shld take a look but sadly the tickets for evening were sold out by 3 pm =( so just homed and slpt through till dinner time =p

somehow i cannot shake the feeling that the club might not survive next year =( is it due to my lackness though i know that i slack off somewhr? sigh. and the worst is that the competition we are organising is in a mess=X Gotta buck up! jiayou shiqi=)anyway, i'm also entering my first windsurf competition which last 2 days. i don't know how on earth am i going to survive it -.- but is the experience that counts.. (the goodie bag is also quite a catch! haha )