Like a kid

Am I like a kid entertaining my friends? *in a good way* It seems like ever since my friends started working, they become mature overnight. Hmm. Like a kid, I will most of the time sometimes took over the conversation and talked some rubbish nonsense. I really REALLY cannot stand stagnant silence during gathering , is like something bad is going to happen.But if I don't talked that means that either I'm not enjoying myself(40%) ,cannot be bothered(40%) or just tired out(20%). what an attitude I have.


Today, due to sore throat * yes, it still persists for 2 weeks and ongoing but I will emerge victor!* , I just borrowed my friend's iPhone to play the games instead of talking excessively. There is this game that require you to feed this green monster with candy but there are obstacles in between which requires some physics la. And for someone with minimum physics, let's just say that replay button was frequently used.


Another thing I realised or rather it was pointed out to me frequently is that people do tell me that I'm an alcoholic-.-  

Alcoholism, also known as alcohol dependence, is a disabling addictive disorder. It is characterized by compulsive and uncontrolled consumption of alcohol despite its negative effects on the drinker's health, relationships, and social standing.(Wikipedia)


Compulsive, well in the past, it did but now it doesn't, cause I don't see the need to drink just to satisfy my need cause I hate to depend on something for some other thing. Uncontrolled consumption, well, I stopped when I know I about to KO though I haven encounter it once but I don't wish for it. Hate the lack of control part. But I do admit to drinking on frequent basis, usually during meetups. But I really quite worried for my health especially with 3 days of drinking -.- . Have to limit my alcohol consumption after tomorrow's birthday celebration which will be held at club! Clubbing! haha. I'm not those chiongster but I really love the clubs' ambience especially the music not so much the drinks * and they overcharged the drinks!* Clubbing is like a craving for me, especially when I have a super sucky day or something and don't feel like talking, clubbing is the next solution though it is rarely sought D=


Seriously, I don't mind people say I'm alcoholic cause I still know I can control myself but sometimes it is just annoying thus this is the ventilation-.- ** NOT AIMING AT ANYONE**