Pathetic. It's pathetic that I cannot even cry at home lest my parents worry again like last week. Sigh. Is there any way to stop the tears that threaten to fall?
For the past few weeks, it seems like everyday is like a doomsday to me. Tried to encourage myself but with every encouragement, it is just another disappointment following. Just a storm that will never pass. Today is this worst, with Prof's comments, with inferiority felt when presenting poor results versus good results. Plus it seems that my Prof don't like me which is worst than my cells not liking me =(
Please tell me how to smile when I don't mean it ? How to make my Prof n cells like me?
My life as of the start of FYP, just rotates around my Prof and cells.
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