Dear blog,
I have stumbled into yet another pit-hole. I don't know what the hell am I supposed to do, be doing or something. I'm very envious of people who have a goal in life, be it career or just for the future. To me, it's just a blank. But I'm not so greedy, I just hope for the time being, I have a career that is stable and something I'm responsible and take pride for. But, it's not the case for me. True, it's the first job that I have. But, am I supposed to feel such dissatisfaction in it or dread to waking up day after day for work. Yes, I know there are setbacks to face at work. But where is the limit? The point that you start to pull hair in frustration or the point that nothing is of no importance at all. Where? I admit, I have difficult times for the past few weeks that REALLY test my limits such that I even considered tendering. Or should I? Where, when and how ?
Seriously, I just wished someone or something or an indication will point me to the goal aka job. This working reality absolutely sucks to the max.
Ok, done with my ranting *sort off*
Signed off,
Pek chey-feeling SQ
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