drained. totally drained...

physically so tired. planning to mug for 3 core during the long weekend but end up sleeping for most of the time. felt that I really lack of time and focus for my studies =(

last night, tried to help a person which suppose to be a good thing. But it happened the opposite for me =x Got blaming from both side of the parties. So it doesn't pay to be helpful. not at all.

sometimes, i hate to be told/ implied that i not thinking rationally before acting. seriously i hate it. Though it comes with good intentions, being told repeatedly will generate the negative effects. Somemore, I feel the lack of support in whatever decisions I made. People say just be yourself, but how come in the end the ones who said it tried to change or correct you?

damn tired and drained.
I really lost the real me.