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Initially, I was damn happy that holidays are finally here.But now, I beg to differ. Cause there is no freaking internships for me and aside from that, it is hard for me to look for part time jobs cause I can't commit till mid-August as there might be a class held for my core during August -.- Urgh. I hate this situation - no job = no money = no holidays = eating to my already depleting exponentially savings= no much enjoyments during holidays. Hate it. Absolutely hate it. How I wish I can be freaking rich. Ok, you must think that I'm materialistic which I admit I am. I guess everyone is but is just depending on the degree right? To me, I just want enough for my family,some friends and I to live comfortably.Maybe money cannot buy happiness but I think it paves the path for the pursuit of happiness or else how come you be happy with a starving stomach etc. Even surviving and I just mean basic surviving also needs money eg having the money to buy food for the day and the bare minimal is $2.50X3 per day for each meal. 

You know, most girls wished that their future will be like a fairytale, those happily ever after and I WAS one of those. But now, I just wished that a big of cash drop from the sky and if Lady Luck is smiling on me, that bag of money will land on the person I don't like ( not a fatal landing la, just enough force to give a bruise ). Yup that's my new happily ever after. By the way, I so gonna catch Shrek The Final Chapter cause of the fat pussy! so cute!!