Hmm. How to achieve this kind of day? Well, let's see..
1) Getting contact lens mixed up with sister's who changed her casing for them again and to discover this at the optical shop cause walking a distance with contact lens on, everything still kinda looks blur -.-. Went home to change back to my lens, just to find out that my sister thought that my lens was hers and threw them away. * The lens were 3 days old and they cost $30.*
2) Having my briks (shoe) stepped on not once but four times with one bus stop walk =X
3) Wanted to fix my bag strap but ended up making it worse * The bag is only 2 weeks old*
4) Keep thinking stuff that only serve to make me more depressed which kinda works if you are keen on getting drunk but I'm not going to ........... yet.
5) Wanting to compete in windsurf competition or even just to windsurf but can't cause I had to lay off water sports for a month.
Sigh. I really need a dog. You know, you can whine all day long about your crap stuff but it is still there. Yup, support. I do get support from friends but it seems that I wanted more. Maybe I can blame it on the graduation/getting boyfriend fever. Cause they are in the next phase of their life and I'm just not in it. That's why I never ever want to believe in such things as forever,perhaps I took `forever' as the word that everything will be the same be it 10 years or 20 but is not as changes do come in. I don't want to believe in are promises either. They are empty words in most cases and believing them just build up the hope to crush them in one go and what is worse is that the people who made them usually forget about them, leaving the people who believe look like idiots.
Ahh... Finally off my chest. Been wanting to write the above for so long but kinda dragged it. Oh wells, it's not like people who I refer will read it....I guess.. But still I will just write out.
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