Stand still

Time seems to be running faster and louder that I cannot hear myself nor am I running along with it. Every morning is just a drag and a repetition of the previous day. How long is this going to last?

I can't afford the time to be jobless. I just can't; with so much things at stake. Sigh. 

I can't whine bitch too much about this to friends cause frankly I just find the topic annoying. I just need an outlet 24/7 to hear my frustrations without me worrying about the party's feelings. I guess wall is the best solution, at least I get to choose the colour, venue and timing. I just want to scream till I scared a job out of the blue. LOL.

I hate the phrase - graduation trip for the moment. Yes, I'm sucking on sour grapes. My bet >: