hmm... nearly one day of the brand new year is about to end, should start recapping about the happening in 2008 and cast them away for good and head start for the brand new year 2009.

let's see

2008 have been an emotionally draining ride for me especially during school. In the fisrt half of the year, I totally alienated from windsurfing, feeling a bit outcast from the group and to top it off,I can't grasp the technique of windsurfing. But in the second part of the year, I decided to give it another try and to my surprise, my friends accepted me readily but till now I still can't grasp the technique. O well I can't ask for more =) Another thing that made me want to windsurf again is that I felt pressured being with my friends cause they are smart and me being a slacker and not very smart, felt like a dumbass and at the same time, I realised that there is not alot of things that we could relate to besides studies. Sometimes, I wished that we could have more fun like going out occassionally instead of staying in school most of the time. Maybe this will happen in 2009.

ok enough of school.

hmm... in personal life aspect..

Haha..I have been such an ass this year especially being a emo queen but I'm glad to have friends and family who tolerated for the past year. I can't seem to control my emotions that well mainly because I got this crisis where I don't know the real me at all. It's like going through the motion day in and day out and staring at the mirror and don't even know the person in front of you. Trying to understand myself again and as usual I'm too anxious of getting the results that I forget to relax and enjoy the process of doing so which left me confused, dejected and irritated. In the midst of the personal whirlwind, I got a eye candy ( don't tag the name if u know!) haha.. Initially, I rejected the possibility cause there will be no outcome from it and it's draining,time consuming and I'm not ready for such things. But after talking with my sister and Eleanor about it, I decided to just enjoy the ride for the moment.

Oh yeah, December 2008 is definitely my favourite month cause I went to Vietnam which is my virgin trip and spent the remaining part in Malaysia with my family and cousin ^^ But I made it in time to went for windsurfers' Christmas Mash! super funny!! Hope they forget the forfeit I owned them during the training =p

2009 resolution

• Don't be over sensitive
• Try not to spend too much
• Sleep early
• spend more time with cherished ones
• spend more time on studies
• don't be late for all morning lectures -_-

Though 2008 had been a roller coaster ride for me but I enjoyed it, looking forward to challenges and more memories in 2009 (Bring it on) haha...

Thank you guys for being there for me though I forget to keep in touch with some !!

My family, my cousin, hongwee, Eleanor, Sharlyn, Sarah, Yvette, Jiaying, Huili, Angeline, WeiSiong, Renjie, NTU windsurfers and my school friends and those I did not mention but help me in one way or another !

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Signing off,

ShiQi