birthday present...

can't stand the previous blog skin the tag board is cut off so need to scroll up and down and side to side somemore the photos are cut away too... spent lots of time searching for new skin... haha.. plus i know how to add music... the song on this blog is `when will i see you again' by jamie scott.

yesterday i had a communication studies test that account for 20% of my gpa.. the test is not as difficult as i thought it will be.. hmmm... don't know a few plus i mix up the factors that hinder listening with factors of ineffective listening which are very similar lor.. -_-''' sigh i don't know i should su this subject ( su= the school recognise that u take this subject but the marks will not included in my final gpa). i really wan to see how much i can score on this subject but the next day after comm. studies exam is BS108 exam.. both exam requires a lot of memory work lor... sigh... the su date is tml... damn it... so fast...

today is jenric's birthday.. we didn't buy much for her birthday cause of the test... i went to school super early to buy birthday cake at jurong point... wow i tell the shops opening hour is super late lor.. damn inconvenient for ppl la like me wanting to buy birthday cake in the morning... there is only bengawang solo breadtalk and coffee bean open... i end up buying the coffee bean mudcake... cause i tasted breadtalk wan is super horrible...shiver...

after the test, i pon my lecture cause i was meeting my sis n hongwee to catch leap years movie plus i not in the mood to attend lecture after a test... haha...i offered to buy stella's 21st birthday present since i am going to town so can shop along for the present.. i was so dejected as i could not find the present for stella as i shopped from far east to taka to centrepoint eg shop from orchard to someset.. to top it off my feet suffer from blisters from my stupid heels! i end up buying the present at dhoby gaunt - a butterfly necklace and a pair of earring... to make matters even worst me my cousin and my sis can't even catch the leap years movie at both plaza singapura and the cathy .. i feel like shit lor... cause my cousin really want to watch the movie... we end up watching sky of love which is very touching, cried till the end of the show and left the cinema with red puffy eyes... i'm going to buy the cd so when i emo that time i can watch the movie....

fri's event made me realise that i'm such a idiot to offer to buy birthday present which i did it twice at expense of my time... so stupid... y can't i just keep my mouth shut about present and just wait till someone to buy instead and then just chip in... why?why? maybe i don't want people to spend birthday without presents from friends which i have experienced in the past... it was super horrible as if you don't exist like that somemore is on your birthday !... maybe i want the person to be happy... damn it... ok ... maybe i don't mind buying the present but i really mind collecting money from people so awkward can... ya some people will auto pay you back but some requires you to chase them like loanshark... fuck it...

i damn pissed off with myself for making my cousin miss the movie... feel like a damn fucking asshole can...

pissing off