oh yeah!!!!!!!!!! in less than a hour i will turn 20 le.... haha... eleanor is the first person to wish me at 9pm in singapore time but is 12am in australia time... hahaha.... joke with her about wishing me happy birthday again at singapore time but it will be 3am in aust -_-''' haha...

hmmm... finally i got a free saturday... hehe.. told my windsurfing club that i had an ear infection so will not be going down for training in any time soon... haha... slack the entire day... finally get to go the the library and read some novels:) n manage to borrow two of the latest nove; by my favourite author...tut n lab report left at home mounting high T.T but i jus can't geet around it...

just now went to facebook and friendster to search for someone but couldn't find her... hmm..maybe i jus wan to see how she is doing maybe i was hoping to be friends again... maybe, maybe... but when harsh words and actions are exchanged is there any hope for reviving/mending that friendship again? i don't think so nor do i have faith in it... been there in primary school... through it again in sec... enough le... can't take it... perharps that change my attitude towards friendship... but when there's hurt there's also healing right... right now i got some super duper friends who help me to heal... perharps one day i will jus look at these scars without hurt... perharps, maybe... haha... a bit emo here maybe is because i turning 20 and time to reflect my 20 years spent....

haha... tml huili celebrating b'dae with me ... at first so scared that she forget it again ... phew....come to think of it ... there is something going on with my friends.... hmmm... hahaha.... i think some ar forget my birthday le!!! only huili date me out ... haha... i can spend more time with my darling huili le...

today went to eat subway which was my first time... the subway in amk hub is damn small that me and my siblings had to wait outside for seats for 15+ minutes... actually i was kinda of expecting it to be super delicious cause it's recommended by jenric hendra n my sis... but a bit disappointed not that good ma... passable only ma... somemore it's not filling lor...we three finish the meal and complain of slight hunger... hahaha.... omg... don't know where the food went... me and my siblings have bottomless stomach much to horror of my uni friends.... haha.... oh yeah i'm officially 171cm:) found out when i do a simple health check on fri... but i still underweight... need to gain 2kg... haha....