Damn pissed off with myself and now I'm walking at a toddler's speed! I had cuts on both my soles cause I surfed right into the drain which was covered with barnacles. In the midst of panic, I tried to swim and dragged my sail and board away from the drain but got my soles cut. In the end, I let go of the sail to let it drift across the drain. This is a super noob stunt and I did it in front of the beginners and the pro surfers. At that instant I really want to drown myself and I even throw the club face. OMG! Damn it. Seriously I super angry pissed sad and disappointed in myself. Maybe I'm not cut out for it. sigh.