Grrww... Tried to blog this morning but there is something wrong with blogger-_- Now I forget what I wanted to blog -_- STM zzz...

Anyway, today head down to Sebawang Yacht club to collect some windsurfing equipment with aijia and titus but ended up collecting the incomplete set of it due to some admininstration delay where we waited for 4 hours for the person to sign the letter of authorisation but the person was still in meeting and we had to rush down for another meeting at PA. -_-

Meeting at PA was one with WAS (windsurfing association s'pore) and I was told that we (AJ titus soonsiang and sk ) just basically sit there and listen to the meeting sort of like bystanders. To my surprise we were asked to be the PR for the association - shocker -_- Luckily we dodged the arrowing but I sensed that there will be more things me and titus ( newly nominated representative for ntu ) to do -_- BLEAH!!!

In short, today I had a 7 hour meeting on windsurfing -_-

How come being the eldest have to do everything ! When is there such rule ! I hate it especially when I asked how come I had to do it and the reply is `You are the eldest and don't be so petty on who do what..' Damn it, I totally hate this sentence. I hate responsibility! That's why I prefer being single though having BF will also be nice i think but this kind of thing u cannot demand or canjole it, it is just fate i guess. Plus I don't think I have the love, trust or committment to go into RS.

Moreover, I still yearn for more freedom which I have yet to attain though my mother beg to differ. To her, I becoming more rebellious, short tempered and not focused on studies. Rebellious, yes, in order to achieve more freedom. Short tempered, no, cause sometimes what she said I don't agree whic eventually led to arguments. Not focused on studies, yes, lack of motivation. Sigh.

ok gtg now =)